So… I’m kinda seeing this new guy at work.
I knew I liked him the first time I saw him. But there were just a few complications then. So I didn’t tell anyone how I felt. I mean, not one soul. And I never showed him, or anyone for that matter, how much I liked him.
Then, last Wednesday, after I found out that there would be a scheduled power outage in our area that would last for 9 freakin hours, I went with a few officemates to a drinking session sa Taft (sa Tafat ng SM — Haha!). Of course, he was there as well.
So, he sat beside me and about 3 or 4 Red Horse beers later, we were already holding hands. A couple of beers later and I already gave him the I’m-yours-if-you-want-me line. And before the day ended, I officially had a boyfriend.
In less that 24 hours, everybody in the office already knew about us.
And I haven’t even had sex with the guy yet!
I don’t really know what’s gotten into me. I never rush into a relationship… except for that one time almost 10 years ago with Bryan… and we all know that didn’t go very well for me.
Don’t get me wrong… I’m not saying I’m regretting this. This could be a good thing for me. I mean, I really have no idea how to be in a relationship. I don’t even know when to start panicking if my boyfriend isn’t texting (2 days or 3 days of no text?).
This is all so new to me.
Am I to consider his feelings and opinions now before I do something? Am I gonna need his approval? Am I supposed to be worried if he doesn’t text me often enough? And how often is “often enough”?
Damn! We haven’t even gone to an official first date yet! (Which was supposed to happen last Saturday if the fucker didn’t cancel on me at the last minute, which I really would have been pissed off if I wasn’t so sick that I couldn’t go anywhere or do anything this weekend anyway.)
I really didn’t think this through, did I?
But man… I was so happy last week that I couldn’t get that silly smile off my face.
Is it too early to iniciate a first fight if it hasn’t been a week yet?
Hahaha! I am so screwed…
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